Friday, August 21, 2009
I am part of the "Fellowship of the Unashamed."
The die has been cast.
I have stepped over the line.
The decision has been made.
I am a disciple of Jesus Christ.
I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.
My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure.
I am finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, chintzy giving, and dwarfed goals,
I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity.
I now live by presence, lean by faith, love by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.
My pace is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions few, my Guide reliable, my mission clear.
I can not be bought, compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back, diluted, or delayed.
I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.
I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I must go until Heaven returns, give until I drop, preach until all know, and work until He comes.
And when He comes to get His own, He will have no problem recognizing me.
My colors will be clear.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
The economy of the Kingdom of God is quite simple
Every new step in the Kingdom cost us everything we have gain to date
Everytime we cross a new treshhold it cost us everything we now have
Every new step may cause us all the reputation and all the security we have accumulated up till that point
It cost us our life
A disciple is always ready to take the next step
If there is anything that characterizes christian maturity
It is that willingness to become a beginner again for Jesus Christ
It is a willingness to put our hand in His and say
' God, I am scared to death but I will go with You because You are the Pearl of Great Price'
- John Wimber
If you want to see the visible results of this level of demonic power respond to your authority
you got to do the hard work of preparation- fasting and praying
- Dr. A.R. Barnard
I believe in hardwork and in paying the price.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Haha I truely have no idea what happen to the photo on my blog but it seem to have disappeared.. but oh well, I am not really going to bother about it and hope it re-appears or something... hahaha.. got better things to do at the moment..
Anyway, it was really quite funny when I scrolled down my own blog and look through my achieves to see all the old photos and all the funny things I wrote last time.
Amused by them myself.
haha! we all look so different! Saw photos of Marcus and Howteng when they were younger. They have all really grown up man. Man and Woman of God now(:
Anyway some people really blew me away..
Firstly, it is Jerome. It was really so awesome talking to you on msn the other day and finding out that you were listening to Pastor's sermon cd on the 7 things I hate about christianity when you were taking a break from your study. Many people would have played games watch some shows or something. But you really hungered for the word of God! You are indeed radical!(: All the more when you had exams the next day. It really spoke much about you and your value system! Way to go!!(: Keep doing all that you are doing, keep hungering for more of God and his word. You will definately grow!
Seeing Jason See making a decision to use the best years of his life to serve God really touched me..(: days ago, I recieved a message from Jason telling me how he decided that he wanted to put his focus on God and believe that as he stays faithful to God, God would definately stay faithful to him.
While his peers in school and life are trying their best to succeed in life, get girlfriends and have fun all day long, this man decided to make a stand in his life.
Gotta think, he is already 19 this year. Normal for him to want to achieve more in life. But yet, he lives by his convictions.
Inspiring.
Not only that but I told him a few days ago to do a card for Jorine and he made it really nice! Put in so much effort drawing the card, choosing patterns that Jorine loved and drew them on. You gotta see it for yourself when Jorine recieved the card.
It was a priceless emotion.
You changed a life(:
Because you cared enough.
Truely proud to be leading you..
Stand guys, STAND!
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Sometimes the way God moves can really blow you away.
Constantly connecting in the forth dimension
while living in the third dimension is the way to go(:
Changed some lives today(:
Pastor's Sermon on Faith was really powerful!
Sat in service sucking in everything that was preached(:
Gave me insights to my own life too!
I am sure it is the word for so many people this season.
D13 is growing!
God indeed you are faithful.
I love my life(: Do you?
Strength!
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Have you read Dom's blog?
If you haven't, read it!(:
http://www.dom3.blogspot.com/
I am inspired!
just looking for the next sales up on the streets
talking all day long about shopping and the latest fashion in town
this is all good and I was just the same
but I have found something greater
and would bring me greater joy
The fun of shopping brings you the happiness
that you have gotten something new
Oh, That feeling is awesome, but it never last!
Over the months, I have learnt that girls sometimes
splurge all their money just to keep that happiness ongoing
This happiness is addictive.
It really isn't about the shopping or the new cloths or hippest jeans in town.
Its really for that moment of happiness.
But when the hype dies down,
they splurge again just to feel happy all over again
Sad thing is, they never really realize that its not really the cloths that they wanted.
All they wanted was just happiness.
You know what, true happiness never comes from all the shopping.
It only comes from God.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Life has been so awesome(:
Running at rocket speed! But still loving life!
In fact, much more!
I am staying over in church tonight to do my school project!
haha! But right now, I am editing my sermon for Cg later in the day!
Can't wait for Cg! Woooooohooooooooo!
Its gonna be great!
So here are some photos of what has been up in my life lately!
I am sorry if some of you are not in here because I didn't get the photos!
But I still love you all(:
Its a season for BUILDING.
Let's Build to Last this race(:
SPIRITUALITY.
That's all we need(:
Saturday, April 04, 2009
life has been great!!:)
& I really love hanging out and fellowship-ing with you guys!
it has been really awesome seeing each one of you grow
man, I love you all:)
o yes... Let me show you a photo which was taken years back!
so funny hor?
we both look so different already...
anyway, I got this really cool photo of the zone
and I just have to post it!
It is really a season for all of us to progress
let's all grow together, hop on now and join this race:)
there is still lots of space
new level, new devils.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
My Classmate CHERYL CHAN and I!! HAHA
THE GIGGY LOOK!!
haha... think we are cool=)
Anyway here is another photo that I really like..
But when I look at it, I truly feel like I am growing older..
Anyway, love you all=)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
what do I love doing best?
That's loving you=)
What do I love seeing the most?
That priceless smile on all of your faces=)
Don't you just love life?
because I do=)
It isin't all perfect,
but life is just great!
Anyway here is a little video for all of you to see!
Here is Mel and Eunice Tay on the piano!
Its a little funny because they were just having fun and didn't prac before that.
But trust me they are both really good in piano=)
so anyway, enjoy=)
Monday, March 23, 2009
So much to say, but yet sometimes its hard to put it into words.
Its really a season to grow..
Lets just Grow and Build people!
In Spirituality and Character.
Lets pass on the Heart and Culture.
It doesn't stop here...
It has just Begin =)
Anyway, I think that Dom is really cool! haha
Do you know that Dom is actually doing the 2 most important followup lessons for ALL the guys who has yet to finish followup in D Zone?
I think my zone leader is cool=) =)
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Let me show all of you the photo!
we are cool huh?=)
anyway just came back from morning jog with Garret, Jamie and Colin!
had a great lunch after that i am so full that I feel like sleeping right now...
today is gonna be great!
we are gonna get the OPS AMT Graduation invitation cards printed later!=)
ok, really sleepy and i am gonna go off first so see you all...
But anyway now Dodds has a really cool thing- Our very own BLOG!!!
If you haven't seen it, you definitely got to go right now!!
so here is the link:
http://dodds-hogc.blogspot.com
be sure to visit yea.. and all credit goes to Joanna!
She inspired me to start blogging all over again.. and thats why there is this post today! haha
Anyway, today was so amazing!
Had D Odds meeting and Lynette was there! It has been a Long time since Lynette was there for a meeting like this...
Just love having my leaders around=)
Anyway, It was really a great time of dwelling in the presence of God as well as getting to fellowship with the zone..
O YEA, a few of the d ones went a little nuts..
We decided to be like cheerleaders and lifted Yolanda up and let her fall backwards onto the d one-ners arms!
little hard to explain... but I think there are some photos of it taken!
If you ever do see it one day, dont get too shock! haha!
o yea and we tried really hard to do a pyramid but failed and ended up falling on each other!
It was hilarious!!! HAHAHA!!
anyway just a random something...
I havent gone on facebook so long that i forgot how to use it!! Can you believe it??
One thing I must say...
I love my life=)
Life's great!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Time check: 12:56pm
Mood check: Sleepy
Yeah hi it's melissa here! Felicia spent the night in my house and it was quite funny. Everything we did had to be done discretely or my parents would chop me. But thank God we wrote them a note and they didn't even bother about us. Slept for like 3hrs plus before we woke up, and started meddling with her new phone. Sang karaokeparty, haha i won her okie now she owes me koi cafe!
Waiting for her to bathe then we're leaving for idk where. Anyw it's really cool having her around yup. Oh yeah i must blog about yst afternoon. Felicia, eunice, howteng and myself went to huimin's house and we started praying tght. The presence of God just fell so strongly and we're just going to a whole new level spiritually. God will move in no time, amen!
I see a near revival, stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees... :)
Hahahah okay gtg manxzc she's out already.
LOVE YOU FELICIA KKTHXBAI :D
Saturday, June 07, 2008
wahs!! i have to say that i totally forgot about blogging till i was looking through blogs while waiting for my video to load.
what can i say?
its 3.30am now! haha! and i got class in the morn.
and i have decided that i shall not sleep to finish up my videos and my school work
the worst thing is that i am really HUNGRY
and the funny thing is that i just came back from super without eating.
*stomach growls
anyway, today is really an exciting day
it started out with a powerful qt and some descipleship from God
but all the more, i know he loves me=)
went on to meet huimin and the kcp girls.
went around j8 before rushing down to cathay to watch a movie
(side track: you guys gotta watch narnia. its really worth watching)
funny thing was that it was suppose to be a 3 people (vik+leslie+me) movie but ended up with 10!
and than we met Ivan and other Zone F people who were watching the same movie
hahaz!
and after that,
huishan,alan,andy,linus and ben came to meet us
that made us 20?
After the movie, we went to rochor tao hui and there,
we met Jamie and bryan! hahaz!
its so funny because wherever we walked it seemed hard to not notice us because we were so BIG!
anyway, we also went to the arcade at ps-really fun man!
just that i cant play the basket ball game.=/
haha!really bad at it.
than in the night, vik and me went down to hougang to find brandon but the house didnt really existed to we ended up meeting lun,andrew and james for supper.
James was so funny man! half the time we couldnt stop laughing because he kept makng funny faces. lol!
anyways! yup!
thats my really long day.
tomorrow s going to be even more exciting
btw, i am going to start gaming!
i have decided to play maple and cs and i am going to be a pro in no time
LOL
at least i think so
ok, time to do things.
see you!
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
life is awesome! (Bestie is awesome-est!!! :X )
I am right now with mel at bishan macs and she is suppose to study, but ended up repairing my chat box. lol!
here's a photo of her setting up my chatboxx!
and since she refuse to take a photo with me i took snap shots of her!
and she thought i wouldnt know how to send it over from her phone!!
lol!
look mel!!
its on my blogggg! wuahaz!
so here it is! such a nice smile=D
here is something mel had to say!
here goes...
MEL: hihi hehe huhu haha? huh ? okay, inside joke :)
anw you see, my bestie treat me so bad. go and post my unglam photos. tsk tsk ://
feel like going to the toilettt. rahhh. so random. yay we're going to town later. to get presents for our mamma on mamma's day! hurhur :)) off to the toilettt!!!!! cyaxzc .
lurbe lurbe w0rhxzc ^.^ :] *acts cute* :))
btw Bestie, your battery's gonna die anytime soon. hmmm.
Yes mel, i know!!
thus to finish up....
I FINALLY manage to get a nice photo with her!
wuahz! feel acomplished!
just to end of,
just to end of,
i am so proud of her for being unable to be emo!
think she tried being emo but she just ended up happy!
she changed so much from the once-always emo mel to the- forever happy mel!
smile on!
love you girllll!
for now,
lets go to the ladies!
tata!
love!=))))
Thursday, May 01, 2008
wuahahas.
what can i say?
i love my life!
life has been awesome
just doing things that i do makes me happy
just love loving people
just love seeing people grow, change and become happy
something i gotta share:
was really so impacted by what jamie shared during cg!
having insights to your life!
fact#1 having insights to your life determines your capacity in God
this blew me away!
somehow we always have it in our mind that we need to have insights of our lives but we never really thought why.
the reason is because when u do not have insights, u do not know what is troubling you and therefore, u cant give your problems to God, which leads to a small capacity because you got no space to think or do anything else EXCEPT focus on your PROBLEMS.
Philippians 4:6-7
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your request be made known to God: and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding, will gaurd your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
as we read this verse over and over again, the presence of God started to fill the entire room and as this words are imprinted onto our hearts and when we start to abide in this words. Something moved in the spirit.
life has really been like a rollercoaster ride. however with God, everything seems to be different. For my yolk is easy and my burden is light!
what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger.
Amen!
anyway, pollyna claims that the moon is blue tonight because i am finally blogging. if you still dont understand, she just meant- i blog once in a blue moon
haha! just had to say it because she is my long lost best friend=)
o well.
tatas!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
weehee!
Although i know that nobody comes here anymore, but its ok because i just cannot contain my excitement and i need to write it out!
This is joy man!
Just so happy doing what i am doing
Loving my people
Loving my life
Loving You.
Yes You, God its You=)
wuahaha! if you ever do read this post tell me on msn ok? haha!
but really, i think God has been so amazing to me!
Its like he is constantly surprising me and i am in awe!
btw, i cant wait for bible study this friday and saturday.
its gonna be solid stuff man!
ivan shared a little appetizers when we were in the alfresco months back
Now, its time for the Main course!
Moving on!=D
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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and he says 'you are my daughter in whom I am well pleased'
Pastor Joakim preached an awesome message today
like always, he never fails to touch the hearts of many =)
David Livingstone - the man who chose to walk the narrow road. Above fame, glory and all the riches of this earth he chose to live his life in the uncharted areas in the jungles of Africa to preach the gospel of God.
It all started out with a dream as a little boy and today, he is known by many. Your dreams are never too big for God=) Whatever we can ask, God can give and even bigger.
He live for an eternal cause and a purpose and laid up treasures in heaven.
I want to be just like him, to live a life sold out for Jesus Christ
We start small, but we will end Big!=)
took a photo in a rush just before the lift doors opened=)
Hey Howteng, thanks for sending me off! you are awesome! and I want to tell you that i am really so proud of you! seeing you change just makes everything so worthwhile=) keep growing! you are going to be a great woman of God!
Hey maril! miss you so much! love you man! can't wait till my exams are over than i can finally hang out more with you just like how we use to!=)
Hey sister! i miss you so much! do take care of yourself in netherlands!=)
cant wait till you return! Love you!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Life is getting more exciting with these people around=)
HAHA spend some time on thursday cleaning our new home up just after my grandma's birthday celebration!=)
the new place was simply awesome!=)
you guys got to come see it one day!
Howteng and me!=)
Abi, Mel and me=)
took this today..
and Mel refused to let us take a photo
hahah so this was a real quick one taken in the lift=)
but it's nice eh?
Service was simply a BOOM!
Presence was strong and the annointing of God was powerful!
for those who weren't there, it was really a service not to be missed!
here's something from the service for you guys:
' it cost you nothing to dream, so why not dream Big?!' =)
ain't it amazing!
whatever we can ever dream, God can give!
they are never to Big for our God
and he can even give us exceedingly, abundantly, above all that we can ask or think!
Don't I have a BIG GOD?!
Love God, Love Life, Love people=)
and I simply Love my Pastors and Church!
Pastors also talked about where our church was heading to in the next few years
We are indeed moving and growing
Pastors have great dreams for the future
and i deffinately wanna be part of it yea?
later, we settled for our da bao-ed dinner at the alfrasco area in the church balcony=)
took some really cool photos after that
hahah
dont have them with me now
but its really nice!
Today was simply an unforgetable evening=)
really enjoyed myself!
hope guys did too!=)
Love you all!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
hey guys
just wanna blog and encourage u all that we can conquer our mountains together
amen?
hahah
lets study hard
and conquer the mountains we never had before
i believe that God is going to bring us through it
amen?
lets keep having faith for the CG and things around us!
We are going to breakthrough 35! amen?
you guys rock!
hello mel! you rock my socks!=)
Sunday, May 20, 2007
hello guys!
hahaha! i decided that i should blog before my blog dies off again
so anyway...
here is my exciting life=)
There is abel,kevin,abi,hwee,lester,zhenxiang and myself..
haha... we are indeed full of Love! =P
I love you all!
this was taken on Mel's birthday=D she rock la!
this were notes we pinned on wenjie's board when we went to visit him..
hello wenjie!
we are going to get through the storms amen?
you are not alone=)
hello kha and yo! i love you!
hello kha and yo! i love you!
hello kim!=) u finally came back after so so long!
you made my day man!
haha! and it was really great catching up with you..
hello mel!
hope you enjoyed your hello panda!
keep smiling!=)
hello Tess!=)
gotta get well soon yea?
WO MEN AI NI DUO DUO!
hello lester!
just wanna tell you i am so proud of you!
i can really seeing you living your live for others man
despite running such a high fever you were still there for your people=)
you rock laa!
hello Abi!
really see you growing all the time=)
going to be adminstrator soon eh?
i've got full assurance and faith in you man!
you are going to do GREAT!
hello hwee..
hello hwee..
u make me speechless all the time
looking at you just makes me smile man=)
its really great to have you running along this race
love you luh!
hello dale!
just wanna tell you that i really miss you!
looking at this photo really reminds us about alot of memories eh?
but i was soooooo happy to see you todae!
yup!
wanna see you soon again!=D
Sunday, May 06, 2007
When you are oh so tired about everything
Do not give up
But press on
Never forget to look towards the Source and seek Him=)
And you would be AMAZED
Because He has been waiting for you with open arms
Waiting for your arrival
Right back under his wings where you find the peace and security
Away from all that is out there in the world
Away from all carnality
God, you are truly my love.
My one and only
My source, My refuge.
Throughout this whole week
I have come to realize that
I can never live without doing the work of God=)
It has become a part of my life
So much so that it all felt so weird that
I haven’t talked to my Cg mates in just a day
And so I started calling people up that evening
And that made me feel like my day was completed
And had not gone to the waste
I love you all!
You guys are the reason
Which makes everything is so worth while=)
But of cause My Creator comes first!
NO ONE can take HIS place in my heart=)
I will move my mountains
I will step over them
Because I’ve got the greatest power of all…
Amen.
Service was definitely great!
Pastor Lia preached about
Our Unseened Eyes=)
If you are wondering what it is,
It is the eyes of your heart!
For out of the abundance of the eyes of your heart the mouth speaks.
Pastor also preached that without a vision, the people perish!
It just brought back to the point of my vision
Where it so vividly burns in my spirit
Which I have chucked at the back of my mind for quite awhile
But seeing the vision once again was AWESOME=)
I love you Lord,
You are my sole provider =)
Sunday, February 04, 2007
HELLLOOO MING HAN!
i miss you!!
hey boy
just wanna tell you that you have been such a great cg mate
though you have transfered over to D4
it just shows that you are needed=)
but o well...
someone like me, misses the presence of you around
you have really been like my brother to me
especially for the past few months.
its going to be weird without you around
and though we felt the unbearable tugs in our heart to let you go
but its where you are needed and where you would grow better!
keep fighting!
i will see you 60 to 70 years down the road=D
WO AI NI!! HEN DUO HEN DUO!!
today my heart tore into a billion pieces
when i saw someone
after he did and said some stuff
it really brought me to tears when i was on the way home
images on how we first met
how he first came
how he changed
how he first shared his testimony
how he acted when i saw him the other time
how he acted when i saw him there and then
in my heart i started to ask God what has happened to him..
he has lost the fire
and got decieved by the satan.
i love him all the same
and i still want the best for him
but he wouldnt believe in it anymore.
on the way home,
i started to worship God
'i believe in you, i believe your word has set me free, with all that i am, i will live my life for you'
once again
daddy came to piece my heart back into one
and brought love to my heart =D
thank you God! thank you for loving me!=)
service was amazing
and worshipping God was awesome!
seeing how the first Zone F worship team play
brought me to thoughts
on how each life has been transformed
and changed by his love
how i love this testimonies!
your the light of this world
you are the hope of this nation
my God i hear your call
i am reaching out
hear my desperation
my rock my strength my all
i am going break those chains
i am gonna heal the broken hearted
cause i've got faith
i am going to change this world
i am going to move any mountain
cause i've got faith
i believe in miricles cause i believe in you
i believe in miracles the life the way the truth
jesus
i believe in you
my heart cries out for more of you
i love you daddy
take all of me
as i come into your embrace
change me Lord i pray
i dont want to be the same
build me and use me for your kingdom
mould me in any way you want
forgive me Lord for anything that was unholy or against your laws
cleanse me with your blood once again
feel me with your spirit
a double portion Lord i pray
breaking chains.
healing broken hearts.
changing this world.
moving mountains.
i believe. i've got faith. i am desperate for more of you.
hear my cry lord
hear my cry lord i pray.
thank you lord=D
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
HELLLLOOOOOOO!!!
i have decided to post somemore photos from my china trip!=D
anywayz this is my full family! its a hard to get a photo like that
it really is.
me,korkor and jiejie=)
me=)
me,daddy,korkor
its like man and woman in black!
haha!! so cool!!!^^
me!=D
me and jiejie!=)
mummy,me and jiejie!!=D
jiejie and me again!! weewooweep!!=P
me! heh!=D
me and mummy!=D
hahaha
this is the end of the photo album
hahaha
happening eh?
anyway school is making me go gaga
so someone please make me go haha
and than my friends will go yaya
and right now, i feel like eating papaya
hahah
ok
i dont wanna eat that
and it isnt meant to be a joke
not funny.
=p
i love you all!!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
***continued***
Casse and me!!=)
as we sing CHARLALALALA!! charlala in the morning...^^
Addison and me!!=P
and here we go crazieee again!=P
and more joins in as he gets tortured!! wuahahahahah!!
and TADA!!!=D
anyway just for everyones information, i cut my dress into a top!!
the one you see in the picture above!!(black with floral prints) ^^
thanks to both JAMIE and ABIGALE!!
WEEEHEEHEE!! good choice to cut! or i would have looked like
a pragnent woman for the whole day!! weehhehehehe!!=P
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anywayz, we have recently had a stay over and i gotta say that huimin is really funny and she sleeps in weird positions. hahaha!! but i have deccided to protect my darling and keep the photos safe with me ^^
try asking me for it and maybe, just maybe i might let u have a little peep!=P
but more than anything it was the time we spend together that was most precious
the fun we had, laughter and crazy little things we did,
i will neva forget=)
just a little photo for you to see!!
hahah!! yes!! this is m new specs and i gotta stay outta contact lense for 2 whole weeks!! but its ok!! i am counting down!! just one more week to go!!=D
but o well, can't stay a nerd like this for long =P
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Pastor joakim's sermon was deffinately powerful!
Yes! i would stay true to my first love!
Finish the race i have started!
And bring christ to my school!!
As the bell rang, people stood silently and listened.
the sound not only shook our ears but also our hearts.
the sound brought tears to my eyes as i saw in the spirit how this people gave up their life jacket for others.
'i will die better than you'
deffinately i can live my life for OTHERS
The Empress of Ireland.
more of you
less of me
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its a loooooonnngggg time since i blog hahah!!
but i believe that pictures speaks more!!
so enjoy it!!=D
i gotta say that the holiday to china was not all that
interesting, but i gotta say that the scenery wasnt
bad at all!!=)
pretty eh? ^^
and of coze!! the best part of it was to catch up with my parents=)
mummy and me!!=D
daddy and me!!=D
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have i ever told you how i love my churchies!!=D
hahah... here are some photo =D
a photo of nana and me!!=) haha! we both forgotten this existed!!
Abigale and me!!=D
dont you just love her in her purple hairband?!=P
pearl and me!!=)
Kha and me!!=P
my beloved cg mate ^^
dawn and me!!!=D
yay!!
haha!! to be continued....=P