Thursday, October 26, 2006

just as i thought the day could no longer get any worse,
it did.
well, but its ok,
through all this
was exercising of bold faith
i have to do something. i will.
simply because i make things happen.
holding back the tears was hard
but i managed it.
the first place where i break down
has to be in front of my daddy up there and no where else.
in front of no one else.
but well, daddy did cheer my day up a little.
just as i was on the way home emotionally unstable under the rain,
just at the traffic light
a lady shared her umbrella with me
and sent me to the mrt
sheltering me all the way.
i am sure all that happen
simply because my daddy loves me
and couldnt bare for me to get drench in that weather.
but getting drench wouldnt be a bad idea eh?!
at least my tears wouldnt be noticed.
but well
thank you daddy.
next time it would be tears of joy.=D
because i know u love me=)

every tear i cry
is precious in his eyes

another thing that just wiped a smile on my face
was seeing lives change
and yes! i am so proud of you.
the only thing that would give me strength to carry on
would be to see people like you
whom's life is transform.
wow
amazing!
I LOVE YOU!=)

phew....
i feel like a bird trapped in a cage
i really need to fly
and i cant wait till exams are over
when i finally recieve the key
to unlock this lock on the cage.

studying is really draining
it drains all my energy
mood
and strength
but the best thing is that
we are able to draw strength from HIM

so yes i got STRENGTH
or rather HIS STRENGTH
so i can do ALL THINGS
now i feel powerful!!
LETS CONQUER OUR EXAMS!!=D

find me at the cross
down on my knees
i thank you Lord
for saving me...

Hey guys i was so happy to find the song why by Nichole Nordeman
i thought i have lost it but i found it a few days ago while studying=)
anyways this songs lyrics really really touched me to the bottom of heart.
here it is.... just to share with the people i love...
*******
we rode into town the other day
just me and my daddy
he said i finally reach that age
and i could ride next to him on the horse
that of coze was not quite as wide
we heard a crowd of people shouting
and so we stop to find out why
there was that man that my dad said he loved
but today there was fear in his eyes
so i said daddy why are they screaming
why are the faces of some of them beaming
why is he dressed in that bright purple rope
i bet that crown hurts him more than it shows
daddy please can you do something
he looks as though he's gonna cry
you said he was stronger than all of this guys
daddy please tell me why
why does everyone want him to die

later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said i should go inside
somehow he knew things would get stormy
boy was he right
but i could not keep from wondering
if there was something he had to hide
so after he left i head to find out
i was not afraid of getting lost
so i followed the crowds
to a hill where i know man have been killed
and i heard a voice come from the croud
and it said father why are they screaming
why are the faces of some of them beaming
why are they casting their lot for my cloth
this crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows
father please can't u do something
i know that u must hear my cry
i thought i could handle a cross of this size
father remind me why
why does everyone want me to die
ooo when will i understand why
my precious son i hear than screaming
i'm watching the faces of the enemy beaming
but soon i will cloth u in ropes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more than u noe
but this dark hour i must do nothing
though i've heard your unbearable cry
the power of your blood destroys all of the lies
soon you see pass the unmerciful eyes
look there below see the child
trembling by her fathers side
now i can tell u why
she is why u must die
*******
WOW!! isint it amazing?!
which other king would die for us!
someone so highly up there could have chosen not to do it
but yet he chose to go through all that suffering
and thats how much he loves us.
so i urge all of u
to fight your own battle of faith
no matter how tired u are
dont give up
because look beside you
we are fighting the same fight each and every day
together with you.
look to the source
and continuesly draw strength from him
FOR GOD, HAVE A HEART OF FIRE
FOR OTHERS, HAVE A HEART OF LOVE
FOR SELF,HAVE A HEART OF STEEL
lastly, i have a short clip
as i saw it
tears started to flow
how sweet=)
how lovely=)
http://www.donghaeng.net/english/main.htm
*click on FLASH followed by HOPE
its a MUST see!!=)