Saturday, November 18, 2006

and God is indeed faithful
he would deffinately bring in blessings
just as how u have sown into the kingdom of God

i just have to tell all of u dispite some not very nice moments
there are some moments that would be kept in my heart
and they are irreplacable
for 3 consecutive days
i have really been blessed by people around me
=)

WINNIE came up to me on wed just before i left with this huge cookie=)
and it deffinately was God because that was the time where
i had just got scolded from my mum and when my PO was erupting
it was like a warmth feeling of loved that overcome the fear in me=))

yesterday as i was panicking not having a cab by 9.25pm
when i was suppose to be home by 9pm
i called out to VANESSA as i saw her walking from the mrt back to church
when she met me she ask me to go over
and before i knew it,
in my hand was this little card with this 10 dollar bill
indeed it wasnt much but it was a blessing that
was led by the God and the holy spirit=)
it was her heart behind all this which amazes me.
it was the thought of me that God placed in her which AMAZED me even more

just today, i was greeted by a message from JAMIE & KHA
one just sowed faith into my spirit
and the other sowed love in my heart
later today after leaders meeting
MARIL came up to me and said that GOD put a picture of me
while she worshiped God
and asked her to ask if i was alright.
though we didnt finish talking because she had to rush of to do somestuff
but indeed GOD is faithful
and deffinately we would recieve double for our trouble=)

they were people who did acts of love
not for the glory or fame
but because they obeyed the voice of God
and out of their hearts where pure love exist, they gave
CHURCHIES!! YOUR ARE THE BEST BEST BEST!!=D
i lurb you worxx!!!
HAHAHA=P


lastly this is a picture of my little dog who is lying just
beside me as i am typing...
isint he just SOOOOOOOOO UBER CUTE!!!=)

*personal message*
**samantha**hey girl you are deffinately a stamp chop good friend! it was deffinately great to know that she has such a great friend like you and i really do salute u for that! u are great girl! loves!=)
**damien** thanks boy for what you said!! haha!! i shall post it here!!
all night long says:
haha
all night long says:
you know something i admire you for
all night long says:
you have matured thinking
all night long says:
and yupps one special girl
all night long says:
strng and independant
all night long says:
ahah
all night long says:
thats how i feel bout you la
seriously u gave me a shock!=P

i do not deserve what you are doing for me right now
i thank you father
for leading my through.
my deepest of thanks giving
i offer to you
everyday of my life i live for you
thank you once again
for paying for all my sins
on that cross
which u were forsaken
i will fight on
even if it cost me
just like wat Esther said
so be it =)

today there was zone meeting
and it was indeed POWERFUL
lynette prayed for me
and WOW!
indeed MY GOD is a BIG GOD!
right now i have a choice
to be swallowed up in all my problems
or live my life towards what God has plan for me!
WOW!
A Woman Of Character!
A Woman Of Wisdom!
i have chosen to live on with life
despite everything else.
what would you choose?


hey tess! remember this photo?!=)

just wanted to tell you that
just like how he believes in you
i believe in you too!
and u will grow like neva before
but of coze u have to go to him daily
to draw strength from him like never before!
=)
just like what is on your blog
A friend is a person to laugh and cry with
Someone who lends a helping hand,
though friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together,
the memories of a true friendship willlast forever.
A friend is not a shadow nor a servant
But someone who holds a piece of a person in her heart.
Someone who shares a smile,
Someone who brightens up your day
Is what makes a person a friend

just to let you know that there are many pieces of you in my heart
and that u will always mean so so much to me
i may not be the best or anything
but u can be secured at heart
that if there would be anyone there to hurt u
and if somehow i know about it
i would always to stand up for you
love you girl!=)


today is mummy's birthday!

HAHA! my mum was really shocked to recieve the present!=D

and here it is DAA DANG!!!=D

hahah!! yes here are photos taken on sunday while doing hospi!
GUESS WHO?? HAHA

and its us!! =P

lovey dovey!=)

wow! service today was simply AMAZING!!
Pastor preached about The Incredible Hulk.
on how we loose control at times emotionally
which causes us to loose control on the outside!
its amazing to see how everything is linked.

besides that, Ming han and brendon shared their testimony
during youth service today
and wow! how their lives has changed.
it must have been God at work.

The happiest thing that happened to me
was that there was another salvation today!
AMEN!!
Samuel, YOU made my day!!=D

this is what i am living for
the fruits of labour
is simply awesome
seeing people sharing their testimonies
leading another soul to God
it just makes all my problems seem so small
it just makes the fight all worth it

another smile u see on my face and thats because of YOU!
Jamie
yo
polly
kha
huimin
pearl
tess
christina
lionel
lester
samuel
ming han
brendon
and so many many more of YOU, CHURCHIES!!

i am dreading so much to even think that i have to go overseas
because i am going to miss VBS!!
i wish so much that there is a way
just one way that i can talk them out of it
VBS is really really a do not miss guys
please really do sign up and go for it
everyone would just step to another level spiritually
and its a time where u guys really bond too
really really just like a family

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
muacks!!=P

my heart cries out for more of you
it whispers through the bristle of the wind
you answer my call
fill my heart with love
thank you for all that you have done

you were there when i needed you most
you filled my heart with love
you had a choice
but yet you chose to die for me
on that cross
having nails through that hands that healed
you wore a crown of thorns
on that head filled with wisdom
on that cross
i was on your mind
thank you my father
for that unconditional love of yours
you are my everything
my everything that i live for
thank you my father for that
unconditional love of yours

today i went to vivo city and met pearl!=D

haha! yes pardon me for looking so scary and no that is not my hand! it is Margee hand!!

yes back to the point
you rock girl! =)
though it was a really short time
but it was good catching up with you!
and really getting to know what is up in your life
and wat happen before.=)
i am sure there has gotta be more in your life
but i just wanna tell u that
dont worry i would always stand up for you!
btw thanks for the choc!=)
you made my day!
btw we really should go out again soon!
haha! but this time, longer. =D

i think the photo is taken a LITTLE weirdly...

here are some photo's taken at vivo and if you were there,
you would have seen this girl taking photos sneakily trying
hard not to look like a tourist. HAWHAW!=D

can u see sentosa?!

this thing is really nice=) the water flows down the seashells into the whole.

can u see how long vivo is?! but nothing spectacular though.

there was this shoe thing there ahah! the shoes were really pretty =)


after that i met polly went to eat and headed to church=)
later i met my sister and juju to travel to chomp chomp
to meet my mum and brother for dinner
saw Jie Ru and jackson at the mrt
how that brought a smile to my face.

right now both my head and my heart is hurting
there are like a thousand million and one thoughts
going through my head right now.
somehow i wished that somethings did not happen
but still because of you daddy
i pick myself once more
to fight fight fight and fight against anything that
attempts to bring me down

you hear me crying out to you
you never fail to wipe away my tears
thank you daddy
you never fail to be there for me when i needed you most
even as i cross the road trying hard to control my tearducts
i felt your love surround me
thank you
I LOVE YOU =)

Firstly, I would like to applaud myself for being able to make my lappy blue tooth work once again. Weeeness!! Now I can blue tooth all my pics over no thanks to my lousy phone and spoilt cable…=l

Parachute band on Friday was simply amazing as the people cried out and hungered for God and his presence. It was like POW WOW! Thank God I didn’t miss it. It was so powerful that I bought the cd.=)

my pretty preety CDs =D


Anyway, today has been an amazing day. Ming Han and Brendon shared their testimony in adult service. Today, I have experience the true happiness of witnessing a life changing for the better and especially the whole feeling of having a little part of it. In my heart I knew and I knew that I would want to fight on and change lives of others just like how your lives got changed. Your testimonies really put so much in me. Love.Hope.Faith. Now I can carry on and on and on.=) I thank God for helping me make the choice I made than. It was painful but it was all worth it. It was never a coincidence but it was a plan by God because he first loved you.You know as you guys shared I couldn’t control my tear ducts as they release what they were created for – Tears.
These were tears of true love, happiness and joy. Lastly, I am real proud of you Brendon. Fight the good fight and win the race. You will always have me supporting and standing up for you till the end of times. =)

haha... yes and this is a photo of us =D


Tonight, we had a conference and after we put down the phone, I could choose what I wanted to do, and something in me just hungered once more for the presence and touch of God so strongly and there and than, my lappy was playing the parachute band CD and it came to this song, Jesus, by parachute band, I have never heard of this song before and I was conidering if I should check out the rest of the songs first just like how I would always do but somehow this time without much hesitant I just felt led by the holy spirit to sing this new song. So, I took all the other songs out of the playlist and I started to worship him.I really love the lyrics. As the song played, the presence of God flooded my heart, my room. Here are the lyrics….
So near to me
I can feel your touch
So close by me
A whisper is enough
Love and kindness
Overflow my soul
New songs Expressing
Your love amazing love

You're the air that I breathe
You're the reason I sing
My Jesus Jesus

You’re the one I adore
O my spirit it soars
My Jesus Jesus

You guys should really really go listen to this song.
The whole entire song is like sia lah! GOOD! =)

Hey Peirong. You have no idea how much I miss you. Well here are some photos we took together last time. I will wait for your return. Love you dear girl.

Happy happy memories.....=)


And now, for a little peek into my little bubble world….

this photos are old. but the memories still lives in us =)

How I love them.. HAWHAW!!


You hear the whispers of my heart
The truest of worship I give to you
Simply because I love you
And this Is the cause I am living for
To see lives change
And to hear the testimonies of your works
Once again I am giving up my all
For all of you
I love you
More than ever