Monday, February 27, 2006

haha.. so happy.. yesterdae KL came to church and he accepted jesus into his life!! haha!! one more soul added to the kingdom of God!!=)haha!!
todae i was almost late for school again... why always like tat.. haha.. hmm... tomorrow we are going to bowl... so exciting!!haha!!ok... i cant really remember wat to sae... this is short man.. btw i decided to write my mummy a letter..=)ok.. tonight i just quarelled with my mum again... this is an add-on... my whole entire family is not helping me.. i had to pour out my whole cardboard to find my cousins socks.. now everything is out.. i gotta back my whole room coze all my clthes is on the floor... wat is a family for.. i dont see a point of having mine.. it use to have a point.. now there isint.. everydae my mum makes me feel like crying.. this is seriously not going to work... thank God i got God.. i can move on..

todae i went for my drums lesson.. after tat went for cafe than for bs.
during cafe, my mum suddenly called me and scream at me.. after being continuoesly yelled at for so many times and screaming back so many times too.. i felt so exhausted.. i didnt even bother to reply my mum i just sink into the nearest chair i could see... after awhile the phone hung up.. i was almost cloze to tears.. she called back and continued yelling.. i knew i was going to cry so i walk towards polly but before i could reach her i squat down and tears were welling up in my eyes i stand up again attempting to be ok but i took a few steps and just collaps on the floor and started crying.. than she hung up the call... i just cried la.. couldnt help it.. i have been tolerating it for so long already.. it just burst..
Thank God for all my friends and him.. they were all just so loving and caring.. thanks polly.. thanks for the hug and the listening ear.. tats wat i needed most than..and thank you sam for the tissue=)
what was best is tat during God but lynette once said tat we must grit our teeths and believe... actually i am quite sure it was him.. during worship, thoughts just came to my head bout my mum...'she dont love me'God said'but i love u...'she doesnt care' God said 'but i care', 'she is not there for me' God said 'but i am here for u'. it was just the best thing i ever needed... i felt so loved and cared for..
when i got home, my mum started screaming again.. she doesnt noe how much she have hurt me.. all she could do was to pour out wat she is disatisfied about... she doesnt realise she is so self centred. she can sae she is not all the time she wants but just doesnt wanna admit the fact. i really dont wanna talk to her.. at least not now... i dont want to hear anything else she wants to complain about.. i am quite sure some people will be like huh u cry just over this.. but your really donno the full entire thing of wat she does all the time... i think i am mad... after she scold me i was even thinking of buying cloths for her when i went into chomel.. and on the way home get scolded again.. i seriously donno wat to do with her... she is the one draining me and pulling me down... i made a decision todae that no matter wat i am not going to let her drag me down anymore... i am not going to miss stuff so often coze of her..
one thing she doesnt realise is tat i dont even find a single bit of love at home.. my home is just a house filled with emptiness... i cant find my sister again... she is always missing..but she doesnt realise tat is the more why i wanna spend time in church and outside.. with God.. i find it more meaningful and so much more love.. at least i feel i am going somewhere and tat i am changing and tat God pastor and my leaders are slowly moulding my life into a better one.. i love it this way and she can seriously stop robbing it away from me... without God, pastors,leaders,church and friends i am nothing.. nothing at all..i am an ordinary person with an EXTRAORDINARY GOD...
anywayz.. i think i can do it!! i will always remember i can do all things through christ who strengthens me.. i guess it will always keep me moving.. thanks guys for all your love and support.. and thank you polly,jamie,yewlee and leon and all the others who were there for me or someway or another encouraged me=)

ok... my tag for two daes again.. haha.. lets see... yesterdae cheryl came to my house .. haha we had so much fun going online tyalking to all the people... they are all so cute..=) and i am dying... everydae got test one...dont like!! hmph!! =(
todae i had e maths test.. i hope i pass la...dont wanna fail anymore=( cannot!! wat else... i got my chinese test back ... and guess wat?! i fail..=( sigh la.. again.. hmm... o yes.. i got my ss papers back... and i am so super angry which mrs chung..my ss paper can add marks one but she dont want so sian la... aiya.. just coze she dont like the way we wrote it... so wats with saeing want all to pass when she doesnt wanna help... sae one thing... do another thing...
todae got CG and Jamie shared with us about having a vision in life..so cool... i learn so much todae.. i am goinhg to have a life long vision soon... just ask long as i keep seeking GOD =) luve him!!=)now i am on CAFE duty!! exciting Huh?! =)
sigh... tomorrow got A maths test and Physics test... so stress la!! everydae got test... so TAO YAN!!! I MUST PASS!!! ok... gtg.. time to close up cafe =)

todae i woke up at 2 just to do my compo.. so tired... haha... went back to sleep after tat... todae is an interesting dae!! haaha!!hmm!!! i am so happy... ss, physics and chem test are all postponed!!haha!! how much better can the dae get man!! haha!! ok!!
todae after school i went to amk with ying zheng to meet her mum and sis... we had so much fun together.. her mummy is so cute!!=)when me and ying zheng were walking back from buying curry puffs.. i weird old man came towards ying zheng and wanted to snatch the curry puffs away... so scarry la.. but nothing happen in the end...
wat else happen??hmm... we all wasted the whole period of maths todae...we were suppose to have health check up but they ended up checking only a few so the rest of us just sat there and slack... donno which guy cant remember was asking me if i put make up coze my cheeks were pink... i so DID NOT la!! and that kuang yu was pulling my shoe lace... weird la.. haha... during assembly we had to stay back coze we misbehaved.. sigh la.. i was dying of hunger... i didnt eat my dinner last night but had to fast todae i really couldnt taje it i already did not eat for 24 hours since the previous dae...i had to break my feast..=( i was feeling soooooooo hungry...
hmmm... something super funny happened todae...tat yewlee ah ... hahaha!! he didnt want to wear his full uniform for scouts dae tomorrow so he was asking me to make an excuse up for him coze we got test tomorrow cannot pon school.. than i said just pon... he sae his mum sae just tell teacher they got financial problems cannot buy... crazy la... i seriously selude the mother man!!haha!! and before i could stop him he threw his pants away already... no turning back le.. haha!!
ok... i am cat fighting on someones blog... so funny... ok... i must go help my friend... buaiz=)

todae super pro i was suppose to wake up at 2am but i overslept until 6.40am like i am late for school not even to do work and study... i almost died la.. but the only thing tat could come into my mind was PRAY!! and it works la.. i tell u why..we are suppose to pass up english compo todae than i havent do coze i overslept..so i just wrote out some nonsence in 5 minutes to take as an excuse to write again.. i heard she wont let people push it to the next dae!! but she did!! isint it amazing... next lesson was maths i didnt bring my text book... i just had this thing tat i had to get a text book and true enough she scolded everyone without text books and took their names down... but later she sae who neva do work we all got scolded la.. coze nobody did... even if they did they went out of class to sit for fun hahah!! its the class thing la!! hahaha... but prayers truely moves mountains!!=) Amen!!
wat else... i am so sad... i failed my ss test even after studying... and my teacher seriously got some problem with me la... she shouted SHUT UP at me again la... crazy one i wonder wats wrong with her... and she is going to call my mummy coze i fail my test again... die la... i super scared la..later mummy dont let me go anywhere then best already... hmm... a maths test... i amazingly pass on the dot without studying.. hahaha... but there are 3 disgusting people called DARREN, YEW LEE and JIE WEI who got full marks!!! why they so smart one... so IRRITATING LA!!!! o i failed my english too... only 3 people pass with the highest score of 21/40 amazing rite??!! haha!!
todae is the first time going for IT Media meeting and oh my goodness!! it is so slack... but i learn the female head , male head and oh no i forgot the name head.. ya la.. hahah.. yup...
i am going to just die.. i got so many test tomorrow.. got SS retest,chemistry,physics,chinese and english compo test which i can do at home la... but on top of that i got my home work!!! help me!!! ahhhhhhhhh!! stress la!! i must grow BIGGER man!! tomorrow also got health check up la.. sigh la... haha... =)
ohman.. i want to write my 5 minutes compo here hee hee... here it goes:

Once upon a time, there was a tribe in HoHo land.In there were tribal people who lived in caves.
One day,when they work up, they found the town flooded. They were shocked and scared out of their wits.
"what are we going to do?!"
"I have no idea!"
" oh no!"
They started to pack all their stuff and left for a new place after a meeting with the whole tribe.
They travelled day after day. After 40 days and 40 nights, they finally found a place. A place where everyone wanted.
It was a place filled with food, milk, sweets and drinks. Food that never ran out.
They settled there and never had to worry bout food again and magically before any rain or storms came, the grounds would open to take all the water in.They had chocolate as their drink which flowed neva endingly.
Never would they expect that the flood was a blessing in disguise but if they were not determined enough to journey for 40 days and 40 nights, they would not have found the place either.
five minutes u noe??? hahaha!!i actually think it is quite impressive to come out with it in such a short time hahha... o ya... i remember something happen todae.. Ying zheng and me got bang sei-d by the sec 2 for IPW project work and oh my goodness it was so irritating la!! how could they do this to us man!!aiya.. but in the end we still got our group and i think its majority guys again... why like tat... i want my girlies!!
Leon!! stop changing my pics!! worst still into a criminal!! u best la!!!i shall remember this man!!scroll up for the photo..

todae..rosalin,ying zheng and me went to cheryl's house to do our CME project-creating a board game.. we had alot of fun.. had heart to heart talks and everything..
wat about todae tat was not good is tat i went to do my project instead of going for prac for dom's birthdae skeat.. so i guess i am not in it anymore.. wats worse was tat i did not go for bible study.. it is all so wrong.. wrong... i just missed a super good time tat i would have if i had gone..i feel tat i have dissapointed jamie and worst still God..
after having a good thought..i think its a problem with my value system.. if only i had perservered on... but there cant be too many if only's in life.. i shall have to change...i seriously feel super lousy..i know tat this cant go on if i wanna rise up so i haveto change doubly fast and i noe tat changing is a choice and i would rather choose it for the better..
jamie i am sorry..
but something good bout todae was spending time with cheryl and ying zheng..i cant wait for cheryl to slide back to God and for ying zhen to get save..i really love u guys..

haha... this is an extract of cheryls blog.. but it is basically wat we did todae la haha!! u can see my name la.. ahhaah..here it goes.."SHI LING LOVES BOTH ME AND YING ZHENG EQUALLY!HOHO!went to tp with ying zheng,shiling and rosalin.wanted to do cme project.ended up talking.and shi ling taught me how to fold stars like YAY!I KNOW HOW TO FOLD STARS ALREADY!but its really out of shape one lahs.nvm.PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT!so im going to pulau semakau tomorrow.dont know whether will i get seasick or not.hope not.so SWEETS here i come!and i so dont want to go in learning groups.'cos im the only girl lah.saddening.ohs.we are going to look at rubbish.like WOW!-note the sarcasm.i mean even if the rubbish dont smell.you stink under the hot sun 'cos you pespire way too much.this is just an inference 'cos from the look and the thought of it i think its the way its going to be.evidence tomorrow.hoho!im trying to use my social studies skills here.this is a level 3.think so.LOL!shiling doesnt know that i know YUZHONG!its like so funny lahs.halfway she showed me an extract of her conversation with him.then yz nick was SEXILICIOUS.so i was like isnt that yz?!hahas!its such a small small singapore!"haha... yup.. i think this is it..
o i didnt get to go to cherie's house for belated valentines dae celebration-movie marathon... so sad la... sigh thanks to my mum who likes to complain here complain there one... sigh la.. haha!! tomorrow a maths test is cancelled so happy!! thanks to the field trip!!=)
some crazy guy just asked me for stead and the thing is i DONT KNOW who is he.. its like best la!!so scary...

hahaha!! todae is valentines dae.. i went to school with only 3 hours of sleep la.. so tired..ok.. i went to school without buying anyone anything.. i feel so bad... but i gotta sae my special thanks to all those who gave me your prezzies!!=)
1.Ying Zhen-lollipop with the letter which saes" i am yours" hahah!! u r MINE!!!
2.Seah Hui-mars bar, a folded heart and a letter which is really quite... hmm... haha..
3.Jean-2 folded hearts
4.Ferdiyana-lollipop and letter
5.Nadia-all the chocs and sweets!!
6.Linda-both letters and Tobleroni
7.Yew Lee-necklace =) thanks for the necklace i really like it.. promise i will wear=)
8.Eng kiat-Teddy bear and the ahem letter...
9.Matthaeus-stars which u folded personally.. thank you so much!!=) although i havent recieve yet.. but it is the thought tat counts.. thank you so much!!=)
10.Dale-the letter and the whole file of our stories.. it was really sweet.. thank u so much!!

haha!! ok i think tats all.. lets see wat else i did todae...hmm... i went to darrel's house to do the back drop... it was so fun i enjoyed myself!! we can like do this more often la!! haha!! mmm..although some incidents did happen but still overall had alot of fun.. after tat, Jamie,yoyo,linda ,polly and me went for dinner at night.. was suppose to go to esplanade rooftop but went to marina square instead... we totally malu-ated ourselves at burger king la!!(we call the manager handsome just to get our free meal.. it was so o no!! but haha! fun la!!btw we didnt get our free meal..) in the end went to KFC...than going home tat time.. me and polly waited for almost an hour for a cab but none came... like argh!! hahah!! yup.. ok.. in the end we took a MRT home and i got home so late... so tired la.. wanna faint already..actually i took a cab from the mrt coze i was too lazy to move..heehee.. ok!! gtg.. time to MUG for tomorrow's test!!=) stress ah!!! =l

hahah...yesterdae was cozy cot sundae!! it was soooooo amazing!!=) the presence of God was really strong!!=) the place was really big too!! cant wait till we move to a bigger place.. but one thing was it is so hard to spot people=l
hahah.. but i still did enjoy myself plus the sermon=) BIG hearted,BIG minded,BIG givers,BIG thoughts,BIG capacity!! cool right?! =)
hmm.. now for todae..todae i didnt go to school.. and guess wat.. i went to see a doctor... and he sae my stomach is jammed so he had to give me medicine to do BIG BIG bisiness..hahah!! yup!!=)
hmm... wat else... cheryl seng!! bully me!! ahahaha!! and i told her i shall put wat se said on my blog hahah!!"cheryl cheryl is the best, cheryl cheryl beat the rat.wateva she do. she will do her best!!" haha!! which is refering to teasing me la!! hahaha!! but nvm!! i still love u!!=) o and i read your blog...haha!!ok tats all for todae... tomorrow is valentines dae!! haha! yaY!! =)

Hey polly!! this is for you =)
cheer up ok?! jia you!!=)
dont forget that you have got all of us behind u..
wat the world may think is not important because wat God thinks is most important..
like wat u always tell me to make decisions tat makes God happy can already..=)

just wanna share this with you..
Jamie once shared this with me when i was really in my low times
'SMILE,EVEN IN THE STORMS,SMILE'=)
the same like wat jamie did for me i wanna do it for u!!
smile on girlz!!
i love you always!!=)

i woke up with a spinning headache todae.. and i really painful back ache..but i still dragged myself to school la... coze i think not worth it to waste my mc... keep it for another time..hmm..todae wats best was prayer meeting=) haha!!! there are really many things going through my head la.. couldnt concentrate at certain points of times.. but after tat can le...mmm... i also got prayed for in smaller groups haha!! i feel so blessed=) hee hee..hmm.. wat bout the meeting other than the other many many things ws tat i could really feel God's lovge for me and i could see his smile and his hands holding mine once again(i did not see it for a long long time)yup.. so when they played the i love u song it was like wa!!=) yup!! o yes... i got a prank call todae.. actually todae alot of things happen.. i talked to Jin shun through sms again.. so long neva sms le..haha.. then i saw them running cross a traffic light... than another 2 guys from my school on the same bus..than another 2 guys keep staring at me... crazy one..but singapore is seriosly too small la... o ya.. jian yi and yew lee... all the best for your night trail... haha!!=)

lets see todae i got scolded by my ss teacher for nothing... but i will remember this coze nadia owes me 2!! coze they sabo me one... do i always talk to myself?? why people keep saeing i talk to my self one...wait wait i wanna tell my story!! haha!!
mrs chung: shut up!! shut up!! shut up!!
someone from donno where shouts:someone point middle finger!!
Nadia:ya la shi ling!! why u point middle finger...
me: i where got point!! haha!!(why on earth should i point??)
ming xia: ya la shi ling!!
teacher looks at me...( i am like o no!!)
nadia:eh!! shi ling stop talking!!mrs chung!!she very noisy lei (i was like quiet la!!)
me: i started laughing..
mrs chung stares at me and saes: shi ling stand there!! pointing to the back of my chair which is at one corner of the class room...
after awhile...
nadia:why u point middle finger..
me: (laughing like mad) i where got point?!hahahaha...
mrs chong gave me another look than i started laughing like i didnt mean to la!! i just couldnt help it!!than she shouted: go and stand over there at the dustbin!! (pointing to the dustbin)
so scary la... i stand there she gave me some weird look...
after awile everybody sits down..she give out worksheet.. than she took mine and said tat she wanna photo copy...
me:wa!! she really hates me..wat did i do la!!
whole group donno sae wat than i laugh again..
mrs chung turns round and shout:shut up ok!! u like siao zha bo like tat!! keep your big mouth shut!! if u open your big mouth a again i will.... bla bla bla bla (i wasnt listening)
see!! its like totally not my fault!! i feel so innocent..ok la but i cant deny i was laughing very loudly.. haha!! heeheehee..
ok ok.. next topic...=)
todae i went to ying zhen house to study haha!! so much work to do.. i just want to faint la!! so tired!! cant wait for tomorrow... got prayer meeting!!=)
o yes.. i havent got to my point yet... its 'my'dae... why?? coze everybody was bullying me!!PE tat time no one wanna do and follow how i lead?? so soloist la!!='( than everybody during tat ss lesson onwards all bully me one.. i was so devastated... no one helping me...='( i want my mummy!!they all sae things in joking manner la... so i would sae bully but all so mean one... than the girls keep pairing me up with guys!! like oh my goodness!! why does tat always happen to me... than the other boys also started to sae me and tat guy especially tat PRESIDENT of the student councilor...(box all of u la!!) hmph!!

its another dae.. well.. todae i am super tired i slept for only 3 hours only.. haha... ended up asleep in class as in really asleep that kind.. i tried keeping myself awake with sweets la... but its the first time it didnt seem to work haha!!
after school, i was talking to ying zhen at the locker there.. then miss lau ask us go help do the lou hae(chinese new year mix mix thing) haha!! it was quite fun la haha!! after that i met priska suppose to buy all the materials to make the cross but apparently, popular doesnt have.. so ya.. cant buy much... o man!! so many things to do!!
sigh.. todae night, i recieved a phone call.. my dad is leaving again for China!! i dont want!! i am so gonna miss him!! sighz~ i wanna cry..='(
i dont wanna do my work la.. i will just go school and die.. especially tat 3 dumb dumb news paper article on conflicts..like so sian one!! o no!!! tomorrow got PE!! i am going to hate it...
Yew lee thanks for your company haha!! and your nonsence Yew lee theory and all..but its seriusly quite funny la!! haha!! and the chinese nonsence talking too!! haha!!=)
o yes!! i just remembered this!! i saw a few tiaras todae!! haha!! me and my sis's friend decided to buy it for my sis's 21st birthdae last time... if anyone knows where to get some tell me!! i wanna see more designs!! haha!! my early thanks!!=)

todae... hmm... todae i talked alot to ying zhen... and she told me so many things... so interesting haha!! but its suppose to be kept a secret so shhhhhhhhh!! hahaz!!=)o yes... when we were walking back, a super big branch from the tree dropped right in front of us.. if u noe me, u obviously noe i confirm will scream one... but i just thank God that he was protecting us la!! if it fell one me... i think your dont have to see me for quite a long time already... oyes!! and i went to ying zhen's house todae!!=)
in thenight, i went to nana's house for dinner with the rest of the CG!!=) we had so much fun!! we even made fondue for dessert!! haha!!dinner was good!! thanks Nana!!
ok.. i went home taking a train but decided to stop at yeo chu kangso tat i could spend more time with polly and priska.. it was really dark there at night so i decided to take a cab... the uncle went to hougang ave 2 instead of ang mo kio ave 2 which was super near la!! the cab fare was like ticking away... than i sms Jamie she asked me to pray... and true enough... i paid 3.50 only... especially doing wat i like!! i love to go for spins aroound in a car looking out haha!! i have no idea why.. haha!! must be one of my really weird thoughts and thing bout me!! haha!! ok yes!!
my nose just bled 12.02!! haha!! i will remember this man.. why it keeps bleeding recently ah.. so irritating la.. sigh... anywayz.. i just bought 5 new watches!!=)haha!! ok gtg!!=)

hmm!! haha!! todae is a new dae!! haha!!todae my class got quarell again.. haha!! why always like tat one so funny...
HIGHLIGHT no.1: my class boys bao-to me and tell mrs chung i eatin burger... like thanks to all of them la!!
HIGHLIGHT no.2:CCA is cancelled!! but still had to go for AGM meeting... but left half way..
HIGHLIGHT no.3:it was raining with the bright bright sun todae... i cannot go home =(
HIGHLIGHT no.4: there were so many people from different schools todae and wats best is that i got friends from those schools so i just went high and just started saeing high and talking nonsence to them haha!! i even ask this SJI guy help me do my maths but i got no idea wat he is writing..so i think no point..let me make this clear i ask soooooooooooooo many peps before tat.. all donno how to do one.. sae one more thing.. the guy told me he will be back on tuesdae and sae if i needed help can find him!! haha!! i was like question mark la!! haha!! but still... yup!!and one more thing i am NOT FLIRTING ok?! i repeat myself... i am NOT FLIRTING!! dont get me wrong... was only trying to find out if they knew my friends anot.. but so malu la.. i neva even ask all the peps i knew...i only asked 2 out of 6 or more other schools tat i knew people from...see!! i not siao siao one ok?!?! hmm!!
HIGHLIGHT no.5: i really cannot remember anymorez... so no more highlights.. hahaa.. o yes!! i spent time with Ying Zhen and Cassandra in school haha!!=) ok.. gtg study.. so stress la!! so many test coming out.. they just want our lives dont they??!?!!

o my goodness!! all i want now is SLEEP!!
slept at 5am this morning waiting for Andrew's reply...
woke up at 8.30am...
went to plaza singapura for breakfast(burger king-my breakfast which tasted so good!! satisfying man!!)
than met huimin... andrew suppose to come but neva come.. super dissapointed..
anywayz.. had a good time worshipping God in church todae and the message was really good..i am so surprise i didnt feel tired at all during sermon even sleeping for 3 1/2 hours...amazing ok?!?! breakthrough!!=) anywayz, Jamie saez tat we should improve more one humility as a CG.. so yup!! humility it is!!lets improve on it!!=) o ya!! one thing... i am so happy todae!! both Dale and Huimin bought their own bibles todae..heehee.. haha.. wat more can i ask for..=P
mmm.. todae i did BM(building maintanance) and like oh my goodness i was wearing short skirt!! i just wanted to faint la!!its the last thing u will wanna wear to vacuum the carpets!!so difficult to move around carrying the things..
what else??? hmm... todae during service, worship.. out of no where i felt a sting in me.. i felt like i could feel how priska felt..the pain..its unexplainable and i donno where it came from... all i felt like doing was to hug her when i saw her worshipping God.. but after service, we were all so busy with our things tat i didnt even get a chance to sae goodbye to her.. o man... sould have did it earlier and faster..
todae, i also attemted to talk to ah gong and daniel bout the schools revival.. but yet again some excuses here and there... so disappointing once again.. sigh... but nvm.. at least i am fighting this spiritual-natural battle with God... i am not alone =)
last of all, todae i met Tawan and Jian fan from cat high.. haha!! yup!! nice peps from church and i just realise they have been in church for quite some time.. but i only know them todae...this is so not good la.. i shall be more sociable and nice man..haha!!=)
ok... i just got scolded by my mum once again... i cannot stand it anymore.. she is really makin me bao zha..she can scold me from one thing to another.. like wat the...question mark rite... sigh.. anywayz..tats all..
luv ya all!!=) muackz!! heex..=P

todae.. school again.. almost late.. was too tired to wake up..hmm todae is a total slack dae.. lessons were barely lessons except for a few.. ok.. i got 3 test papers back todae.. and it is really gross..
had cross country.. like i said doing scoring neva run.. bla bla bla.. mm.. went home.. cooked maggie noodles for dinner(how sad and pethetic)watched a dvd(my fav) =) was online and ya.. i guess there were some other interesting details but unfortunately... i cant remember..
hmm.. well i just got scolded by my mum because my sis(who is the oldest) is not picking up her phone and is not back home yet, coze my bro(also older) claims to have a headache and didnt go to school and now he is like playing is com game again.. like why am i getting scolded for wat they did??ok la.. i got kope the house phone my mum angry coze cannot call my sis.. but still coze of my sis... why like tat one... sigh..
nvm.. coze Jamie was there to encourage me.. and the way Yewlee talk so funny.. make me laugh.. haha!! so i guess i am feeling a little better though..but i am stress with my drums lessons tomorrow..can someone help me?? =l

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hmm.. lets see.. todae i slept for around 3-4 hours.. super tired la!! almost died in school..i was sleeping in between classes!! i would like catch anytime i could to sleep la.. todae i also walk around alot before entering the next class coze i was so tired than dont want to listen to teacher talk anymore..(very sian one) haha.. no one better noe bout this.. haha..(ok... than why did i even write in my bloggie right?? aiya.. i siao siao one..) but anywayz,todae during A maths and physics lesson, we had a change of position in where we sit again...i think coze we either too noisy, too dumb or something la.. haha..than lesson same old usual stuff la.. boring boring lessons~ =l but during physics lesson.. we had a quarell going on in class by the same girl again.. (she just scream at her sis a few daes back in the same lesson) i think the teacher quite poor thing la haha!! coze she is new and she is only taking relieve lessons for another teacher than gotta meet up with this kinda situation.. haha!! but it was kinda entertaining la coze the way they said things were really funny.. and this Yewlee ah.. haha!! trying to find death only.. he go answer the girl who was like bao zha-ing.. haha!! so funny la!! let me teach u this: neva underestimate the powess of a girl/woman!! haha!!learn ok?! =P
wats next?? o yes.. tomorrow we r having cross country... i was planning to walk la... but now i dont even have to walk coze my ex-co of student counsilor(are u wondering why i am even i student counsilor??haha!!) ask me go take down the scores.. so happy haha!!yay!!
o ya!! one more thing i remember.. during e maths lesson todae the people behind me went to hide my bag la.. they tell me its in the dustbin i donno true anot la haha!!i got it back la anywayz..they were passing round joking comments la so it was kind of a joke but i didnt really like it though.. kinda felt irritated..but anywayz... one of the girl who took my bag made such a big fuss and got so pissed when her bag too was taken away to hide.. some taste of her medicine(i didnt noe anything.. really.. i am not the mastermind) thanks to the guy who hid both our bags.. but the thing is she did it to me i didnt even react that way.. she abit the.... we shall not sae... anywayz.. i shall love the unlovables lah!! haha!! ok .. i shall physco myself to love her.. oh gross!! yuck!! but ok..i shall jst be nicer to her la ok..
todae, my school had a rugby match..the boys from the other school were playing among themself when the real match was going one... donno wat they trying to do la!! but they ball hit onto charmaine's nails and my nose la!! how sad!! its like so pain can... and i just had nose bleed 2 days ago.. yup..
last of all it ended up not so pleasently.. when my dad was driving on the road to recieve a call,he got so angry with i donno who.. but i thought it was my mum but found out it wasnt.. scary la.. i was like oh no!! si le!! ya lor.. after tat finish changing my hp plan my dad sent me home and i fell asleep on the way back.. was just to tired =l

hmm.. lets see.. i didnt wanna go to school at all todae and i really wouldnt have gone if not for *ahem coze if i didnt go to school, i would not be able to go to chruch after tat to meet *ahem.. so this is the dae in school for me.. first thing first i found out tat my skirt got some iron mark on it because i donno who iron it and left tat mark there and i exclaimed so loud tat everybody around me including the teachers thought tat i was scolding the discipline mistress.. so malu la.. next thing tat hAppen in the parade square was tat i got caught for my painted nails.. its like super duper malu... when i went back to class i got another lecture from my form teacher bout my nails again..how "good"can this dae go?? well after that we had PE.. My PE teacher went abit mad todae and made us change in and out of PE attire and full school Uni than run here run there in a certain time limit, do pumping,sit ups run again so on and so for..so tired la!! trying to kill me only!!i dont think anything else interesting happen la!! other than staying back in school last period coze the teacher like to "play play"..
yes!! now to "ahem" i shall not go into details la.. but i really feel very sad coze i feel like i have been taken for granted.. i really lousy after trying to help her.. wats worse is tat she is the one who made me feel so.. so many things happened and its just so hard to discribe and put it into words..so much for worrying and loving her.. sigh~ nvm!! i shall not let it pull me down.. anywayz i gotta replicate the heat of my leader!! love her even more!! be happy even if all this happen!!*smile,even in the storms,smile* thank goodness this phrase came to me!! thank u jamie!!thanks for the phrase!!=)luv ya!! i forgot to announce this!! i have divorced with my "husband" a few days ago!! haha!! ok.. i think tats all for now..