Saturday, February 18, 2006
todae..rosalin,ying zheng and me went to cheryl's house to do our CME project-creating a board game.. we had alot of fun.. had heart to heart talks and everything..
wat about todae tat was not good is tat i went to do my project instead of going for prac for dom's birthdae skeat.. so i guess i am not in it anymore.. wats worse was tat i did not go for bible study.. it is all so wrong.. wrong... i just missed a super good time tat i would have if i had gone..i feel tat i have dissapointed jamie and worst still God..
after having a good thought..i think its a problem with my value system.. if only i had perservered on... but there cant be too many if only's in life.. i shall have to change...i seriously feel super lousy..i know tat this cant go on if i wanna rise up so i haveto change doubly fast and i noe tat changing is a choice and i would rather choose it for the better..
jamie i am sorry..
but something good bout todae was spending time with cheryl and ying zheng..i cant wait for cheryl to slide back to God and for ying zhen to get save..i really love u guys..