Wednesday, April 26, 2006
hey people..its been long since i blog...
i realise something... my life is simply amazing..
24/7
i had nafa todae and we were running in the drizzle.. the teachers sad it was the best weather to run in.. but i dont feel so at all...
todae cheryl injured her foot while running... it really shocked us all..i guess many people felt the pain in their hearts when tat happen.. get well soon!!=)
on the way home it started raining real heavily so i went to ying zheng house to get an umbrella(she insisted on it..so scary plz)the rain turned into a one that could just sweep u away any moment.. from 1 metre away from a bus stop, i had an urge in me to shelter the people at the bustop home(people i dont know)altghough i was throughly wet from head to toe... despite having an enormous umbrella.. somehow i walked pass the bus stop and away from it.. as i walked away, i kept turning back battling in my heart weather i should go back anot... but i did not just because i was so afraid of the lightning and thunder... this phrase kept flashing past my head'you are saved for good works' the more i thought about it the worse i felt.guess this is an incident i would remember and would change my decisions next time.turning back to help those people despite my fears would really have been unconditional love-guess i gotta improve=)
TRUE LOVE only comes when there is a CHOICE=)isnt it great to still have him loving you at the end of the day, even when u feel like you have done the worst thing on earth.
25/7
everything was alright till the end of the day... my brother and mother started screaming over the internet connection. the dae before my sister fought with my brother over the same thing.. all this things simply hurts me so much... waking me up in the middle of the night..crying myself to sleep on the other night..
i was worshipping God when my mum and my brother started quarelling and i just started crying.. my heart hurts so much.. but as much as i cried my heart out to him, he filled my heart up with his love=)
go to him in times of happiness and in need.. not only when u feel like it.. he is not a spare tyre..
26 /7
todae i just got back my test results for my chem test(supposetly my best subject)guess wat... i failed...the next thing my teacher did was to hand out another test paper... i almost cried while doing it because i just felt so stressed up and i felt like i couldnt do it..so i was quite affected by it...(but when i check i got most correct)
many many things happened after tat, which helped me to see some things really clearly... rather tired but i finally see it.. thank God for my church friends.. i noe they will always be there for me encouraging me and pulling me on.. thinking of them really change my entire dae...
i didnt have my handphone today because i dropped it in my dads car.. and when anything happens, i would immediately tell jamie about it.. but todae i couldnt... but after awhile while thinking through all the friends i had, thinking of Jamie,yo,polly and the rest of the people just left me with a smile and wiped all that i suffered and found out for the past few hours... MY LIFE-LONG PARTNERS =)
always live life being led by God and the holy spirit.. Dont be mood-led.=)HE loves you more than u can ever imagine.=)