Tuesday, April 11, 2006
his unconditional love can neva be replaced. His love dawns so strongly on me like never before.=)
there have been so many things going on in my life lately..which i have neva yet to experience before...truely this is a time of expension.. this period i have been going through under some emotional rollercoaster..crying like i have never before, loving like never before, experiencing like never before, feeling love like neva before,growing like never before it is a new experience each and everyday moulding me into what he wants me to be... i am proud and happy to be part of his plan=)
you would never leave me in times of needs.how much more can i ask for??
Sy Rogers Seminar was indeed powerful,impactful and life changing.. i cant wait for him to come back!! i want him...i have been introduced to this whole new idea of life,love and sex.. this friday and sunday is easter sunday!!=) sister evelyn(kid's central tv host) would be sharing her impactful life story... i am sure her life story would bringing stinging tears to everybody's eyes and motivate you to start saving all your friends and family..be sure to come!! it is life changing!!
it really pains my heart so much to see people treat you so cheaply after so much that you have done for us. my heart cries out for you. i am sure your pain would not be lesser but yet even more.
today has been a really tramatic day for me... during maths lesson.. jie wei was playing with zhang yi.. it just so happen tat when i was walking pass, jie wei's hand smacked my mouth and it became numb and started bleeding.. it wasnt alot of blood and it wasnt like killing pain la.. but still abit pain.. i feel like my lip is deformed or something...
next dumb thing i did was to not help cheryl open dustbin... how could i be so dumb... like please la... wats wrong with me... i can like be blind enough to not realise that she really needed help and was not joking... after that i still go ask the dumbest question if she was angry... like hello?? i think i just broke the world's genious record or something...
later that evening, i met jamie, yo and polly at potong parsei mrt to go yo house to pray.. seeing this people really comfort me for what happened the whole day.. it was really like being compensated or something...i felt so loved,cared for and just so good.. this people are really my life-long friends..
the worship-praying session was really good...God's presence was the real compensation for everything...i felt so good after tat.. it did not take away all my problems and worries but i guess u feel so refreshed and renewed to face the entire world again..
later, jamie, yo and me went to macs to eat.. we had such a fun time together... i really didnt want to leave... all this quality time spend together would never be replaced and it ould turned into memories that would be locked n my heart for life=)
i took yo yo ez link card for her coze she left it at the ez link tap card thing...when i reached amk mrt, i realise tat yo yo ez link card is still with me...it is like not the first time la... guess it is the me thing...
on the way home, jamie and me went to this shop to see the cloths.. hahah... so exciting... we are going to wear the same top this easter!!!=P haha!! yay!!JAMIE.YO.POLLY.FLEA we shall all wear the same thing=)most importantly was really the time spend with jamie..i feel so happy and blessed!!=)
polly your song is really nice=)i love it!! thanks dear!!=)
father i thank you for all the people placed around me in my life especially my pastors,leaders,parents,siblings and friends.Each and everyone of them matters much to me...
lastly,i just want to thank you Jamie for being such a good friend and leader.. thank you for loving me so much and giving me all the advices you could. you have greatly impacted my life.most importantly, i just really wanna thank you for being there for me in all this times of need.in times when i did something foolish, when i needed someone to talk to and through this period of tears... words cannot express my love and grattitude to you.. i guess i am just so lost of words..i am the fruit of your labour of LOVE!! we all are!! I LOVE YOU!!=)