Sunday, April 30, 2006
there is only one place u can find solace when the oceans rise and thunders roar--under HIS wings=)
28/4
life has not exactly gone the way i wanted it to.. problems arise just when you are in the mids of something important... clashing u down..weighing you down..it gets too heavy for you to carry and it is only HE who can help and share your burden... relying too much on one's strength leads u to nowhere but with his strength u can carry on walking the path because u know u are not alone=)
later in the evening, my stomach hurt real bad.. it was real scary becuase it might be apendaxitis... doctors do not know why but either ways its alright because i am feeling much better already. Thats because YOU GUYS have been praying for me!!=) thanks guys!!
your LOVE amazes me higher than I can possibly dream or think of...
29/4
just before i slept yesterday, i told my mumi wanted plain porraige for breakfeast and i insisted that she cooked it... because she said 'i will buy it for u' and i said 'forget it.. its ok..' i really thought tat she wouldnt cook because she said she had to leave the house early in the morning and wouldnt be back till afternoon(she came back in the evening though)
today i woke up and went into the kitchen and found a large pot of porraige(it wasnt plain but it was the tastiest porraige i have ever tasted)and it dawn upon me tat my mum took that extra effort to cook for me out of the business of life.though sometimes we quarrell and all, but behind it, was love. That porraige had an eccent of my mother's love for me=) I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!=)
everyday its YOU i live for..life would be meaningless without YOU=)
hey peeps wheather life is boring or meaningless, it is a CHOICE u make.. you dont have to leave with the circumstance of life but u can MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.=) jia you!!