Tuesday, May 02, 2006
my life has been going through moments where just leads me to a break down...my family relations seems to be torn apart... my friendships in school somehow seems to be torn apart too..(just tat people dont realise and see it but i can feel it...) my studies is in a mess too.. looking at all this situation builds up alot of anxiety on how to get everything right back into place... onto track..and because so many things altogether has been put right at your face... u noe u have to rely on God but sometimes you actually dont really do it because u dont have tat total let go and let God handle EVERYTHING!! worst thing is you dont realise it...
he is my only source..
tomorrow is ss exams and i am still far backward... i felt like i wasted my whole dae because i wasnt feeling well and slept it through... and i needed to study right now! but i couldnt bring myself to do it because i decided tat i really really needed to ask for his strength.. i felt like i am standing on the edge of the cliff... i single slight push and i would be gone.. it is this short time of 7 to 8 minutes when i poured out to him and ask for strength and faith... bit by bit faith started to build up and rise...i have neva felt so comfortable in the longest time... a peace that surpasses all understanding...my yolk is easy and my burden is light...
thank you... thank you so much...