=)
yesterdae was an accomplished day!!
its the first time of the whole entire holiday i feel that i did not waste any minute of my day=)
i am real happy
i had a GREAT talk with Pastors too!!=)
really learn alot from pastors.
and u really can see pastors heart for people.
on how much they love each one of us!!

i love my pastors!!

last night we all stayed over in church
i have been hitting my ceiling where i just want more of God but somehow it doesnt happen
as we stayed over and began to worship him out of desperacity
he began to come.
before we ended worship,
i decided to just talk God.
and it was really amazing.
"i am desperate for you Lord"
"Daddy why are you not speaking to me for so long? why am i stuck here?help me. i dont want to be stuck here. i want more of you and i need more of you."
and he replied me and said
"remember those days where you would come to me over the smallest matter like a little child saying 'Daddy, i.......' and how i would reply you?"
"that is what is missing in our relationship now"
"those times where your would sing me praises all the time"
"those days where you would come to me over the smallest issue of your life or even a decision to make"
"come back my daughter."

yup so this is my conversation with God which is so absolutely SWEET=)

today i had i meeting.
a new journey is going to start.
i am a fortunate girl.
but at the same time i am afraid too.
but i will keep praying.

after leaving the soccer challange i went to watch a movie with my primary school friend
and i got to admit
i did not que up for the tickets
lucio got it for me!!
thank you soooooo much!!
i enjoyed the time spend with sheryl...
by next year she will be my fist and only 10-year friend!!
yay!!=)
and i met justina and priska too!!
had Ben and Jerry's ice cream!!
went out for dinner with my dad after tat
i am a happy girl!!=)

i love you daddy up there!!=)